sometimes there's always something remind me,
that i had chance to cross the "line".
although had passing so many years,
it just remind me.
people seems always attracted by or addicted to something they can't get.
the more the paradox, the more it worth.
and i believe everyone of u also had that thoughts.
even just one moment.
and even i've been crushed so many times,
i was still not brave to do it.
do people call it "brave"?
or "escape"?
i can't stop thinking what would the life to be, if i crossed the "line"?
maybe i'll be still me.
maybe i won't meet some guys.
maybe i won't have a cat.
maybe i won't be crushed anymore.
i'll be a punk girl.
jeer at that kind of girls that i am now
doing things without regrets
make choice without regrets
even those choices are still not being so wise right now.
but then life would be easier?
what took u so long
what took u so hesitate
what make u so untrusted
what make u so ridiculous
and all these... make my world untrusted
that's why i'm so anxiety.
that's why...
but i think u won't see these
cuz u won't notice now.
not anymore.
still change nothing
still only me the one
